A pretty general post

[ShackAttack]

I'm sorry MFF, I find myself only thinking about this place after having one too many. I've tried my hardest to sign into my old account. As many of you know my dadd was Shackdadd. I am shackdadjr. Or lil_shack or Shackattack. I posted on here a few years ago stating what happened to my dad. I feel bad because i only visit if ive had too much to drink. I remember when Papa was the clan leader, Gotlead was the Old Farts leader and my dad was part of that. The old farts. Papa was part of silent but deadly. I myself was of the lone wolves. My father passed more than 3 and a half years ago. this place is the only place for me to cry over this. I still takes me too long to talk about this. My beautiful son is 16 months old at this point. Neither of my dads go to meet Easton. Easton Edward. he has the same middle name as my dad. I wish i could show you my son in this drunken state but i cant. I wish i could tell you im moving, but i cant. I wish i could say im loving life, but i cant. I can say , at least the bengals won. My dad would cheer, my dad would talk about the Bengals all week, my dad would talk about me, my dad would talk about my son. dear mff, please forgive me as i let go. dear mff please understrand as i cry out

Love forever and always, the kid that cant let go.
Shackdaddjr.

[HeavenBound]

Sorry to hear about your dad man. I'll keep you in my prayers. Stay strong buddy. Shoot me a PM if you ever need to talk. I check here every once in a while.

[Preacher]

We're here for you used to be "little man" if you ever need a shoulder you got one!